I'll try again with the diary-writing-everyday-thing....I hope it will work :/

I haven't written a letter ever since, but MAYBE this time I won't forget it!!!.....maybe.....

I haven't written anything in the last 1 month... I feel guilty because of it :/  I've been doing a lot of things, but talking to that guy was not one of them... :/ ...and I guess this thing is over, so I'll live on and try to fall in love for the first time, as I've never experienced...

I tried to get rid of the dirt in my room, but I must realise its impossibility and my lazyness... :/

I was too tired to write right after the camp, and I've been only sleeping and eating ever since.  So... I had a ton of fun there, met a lot of new friends, and altough it was all about drinking and pervy quests, I really enjoyed being there. I've met a cute guy, with beautiful bluish eyes,...

Yesterday, I watched detective series just like today, and both days I met up with friends (yesterday: basketball-> twisted my ankle, today: church-> got late a bit... but afterwards I ate some cookies :3 ) I still did not pack in for the first yearers camp :/  so I'm starting to pack...

I went to through a reeaaally long procedure because of the shool-paper-thingies...  It was so boring, I made a plane out of my tissues :/ I went to the karate training for the first time in two weeks... It was quite easy, though sensei was not there and a sempai led the training... :)

I've walked and hiked a LOT... but my trip was quite good :) All my mucles are tired and aching...  I'll just sleep for now...